dun know...
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
well as i m typing,i could feel feverish coming out of my body.not feeling tat well today leh,feel kinda sick...
as usual,nafa test;i passed 2 out of the 6 tests.well,got lotsa encouragement but still,no one seems to understand wat i really felt simply,they r just not me.its so easy to say ''dun worry too much'' but its the deepest emotion tat is rolling in my heart.i failed so many times n i've became so reluctant to this.actually sick n tired of tis...but i know there's no one tat could really feel wat i m tinking n feeling at tis moment...not even u all,i must said...sorry.
really waiting for tis saturday to drop by cos i know i'm gonna sit by the beach n look at the endless sea,along with the breeze,with the clear blue sky,n i hope all my tiredness n sadness could fly away with them...
i know u guys r up to something but just wont say right? never mind,cos i dun wan to force u all...(does tat mean tat secrets can be kept from each another?)
jus joking...
i dun know los...my birthday jus up the corner,but i dun really wish for anything though.maybe jus a few of us n gather together?i m joking bout tat birthday cake thing,dun need to go for such an expense.(save for valentine's)
dun know wat u all felt bout me but i know i m beginning to be hateful le...
(dun ask why.i jus know it myself...)
as usual,nafa test;i passed 2 out of the 6 tests.well,got lotsa encouragement but still,no one seems to understand wat i really felt simply,they r just not me.its so easy to say ''dun worry too much'' but its the deepest emotion tat is rolling in my heart.i failed so many times n i've became so reluctant to this.actually sick n tired of tis...but i know there's no one tat could really feel wat i m tinking n feeling at tis moment...not even u all,i must said...sorry.
really waiting for tis saturday to drop by cos i know i'm gonna sit by the beach n look at the endless sea,along with the breeze,with the clear blue sky,n i hope all my tiredness n sadness could fly away with them...
i know u guys r up to something but just wont say right? never mind,cos i dun wan to force u all...(does tat mean tat secrets can be kept from each another?)
jus joking...
i dun know los...my birthday jus up the corner,but i dun really wish for anything though.maybe jus a few of us n gather together?i m joking bout tat birthday cake thing,dun need to go for such an expense.(save for valentine's)
dun know wat u all felt bout me but i know i m beginning to be hateful le...
(dun ask why.i jus know it myself...)
posted by Spidey Bear @ 8:11 PM



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