DuN hUrT mE...
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
I MIGHT SEEM VERY STRONG-WILLED KINDA PERSON BUT I M NOT.I GETS AFFECTED VERY EASILY.I MIGHT BE LAUGHING N BE VERY CRAZY AT TIMES BUT DEEP DOWN IN MY HEART,THRER R THINGS FOR ME TO BALANCE IT OUT.
I'VE TRIED MY EVERY EFFORT IN BRINGING TIS FAMILY TOGETHER.I STARTED TIS FAMILY N I SHALL BE THE ONE WHO ENDS IT...
THERE R TIMES TAT I'VE FEEL OF GIVING IT UP COS IS IT WORTH IT?
I DUN KNOW.I GET PUZZLED.
ONE THING TAT I HAVE TO MENTION-''R WE STILL THE 4 WE ONCE R?''
WELL,I PERSONALLY DOUBT IT.THERE'S SO MUCH INSECURITIES N UNSURENESS TAT GOES THRU MY EVERY BRAIN CELLS.I DUN KNOW WAT TO BELIEVE OR NOT.
HONESTLY.I SOMETIMES DOUBT THE WORDS U GUYS SAID.I DUN KNOW WHETHER TO BELIEVE IT ANOT.ITS BEGINNING TO BE LIKE THOSE FAIRYTALES TAT WILL ONLY APPEARS IN BOOKS...
DUN EVER SAY TAT ANYONE OF U ALL R NOT IMPORTANT IN TIS POOH FAMILY!!! COS U R!!! IF ANYONE OF US WERE TO BE MISSING,I CAN SAY TAT WE WILL NOT BE WAT WE R TODAY LEH...WHY SAY THINGS LIKE WITHOUT ME,IT DOESNT MAKES ANY DIFFERENCE? TOTALLY INSANE! I'VE REACHED MY LIMIT,HOPEFULLY NONE OF U GOES OVERBOARD IT...
I HAVE TRIED MY EVERY MEANS TO BE THOTFUL.FOR EVERYONE OF U ALL...
THE SENTOSA TRIP TAT I'VE BEEN BUGGING BOUT,IT HAS BEEN POSTPONED AGAIN N AGAIN N YES.I M UPSET N ANGRY BUT I'VE TOLD MYSELF TAT I M IN THE WRONG IF I TINK TAT WAY COS EVERYONE OF U ALL HAVE UR OWN STUFFS TO HANDLE.ITS NOT FAIR IF I TINK TAT WAY...
BUT ITS OK.I M SURE WE WILL GO SOMEDAY...OR NOT,ITS ALSO OK COS I DUN WAN ANYONE OF U TO BE FEELING FORCED OR SOMETHING WHICH IS NOT VERY NICE...
AND HAVE U GUYS EVER THOT OF TIS? M I THE ONE WHO ALWAYS PLANNED WHERE SHOULD WE GO? I DUN KNOW.MAYBE I M TINKING TOO MUCH BUT ONE THING TO SAY,KINDLY SPEAK OUT IF U DISLIKE ANY OF THE OUTINGS TAT I'VE PLANNED...
I M EMOTIONALLY STRESSED NOW...U GUYS EVER NOTICE TAT? WHENEVER I MSG OR CALL U GUYS,I WILL CALLED U GUYS BY ''TIGGER'',''PIGLET'' N ''EEYORE''...BUT WHEN I OBSERVED U GUYS CALLING ONE ANOTHER OR WRITE IN UR BLOG,U GO BY OUR ACTUAL NAME.WELL,THERE S NOTHING WRONG BOUT IT BUT I WILL FEEL MORE CLOSE WHEN U GUYS CALLED ME ''POOH BEAR''...ITS UP 2 U GUYS.
AND TAKE NOTE K?IF THERE COMES A DAY WHEN I START CALLING OR MSGING U GUYS BY UR ACTUAL NAME N NOT UR ''T'' ''P'' ''E'' NICKS,THEN WE CAN CALLED IT A DAY LE BA.COS TATS WHEN POOH FAMILY WILL MOVE INTO HISTORY IN MY MIND FOR GOOD BA...
i m utterly sorrie tat i've been really harsh on tis blog cos i m emotionally unstable.i dun know how to tell u guys face to face but hopefully by writing out.u guys can know wat i really feel ba...wat i've written today r words tat comes from the bottom of my heart...sorrie if i've hurt u guys in any forms of ways.
n yes,i'm being selfish.
I'VE TRIED MY EVERY EFFORT IN BRINGING TIS FAMILY TOGETHER.I STARTED TIS FAMILY N I SHALL BE THE ONE WHO ENDS IT...
THERE R TIMES TAT I'VE FEEL OF GIVING IT UP COS IS IT WORTH IT?
I DUN KNOW.I GET PUZZLED.
ONE THING TAT I HAVE TO MENTION-''R WE STILL THE 4 WE ONCE R?''
WELL,I PERSONALLY DOUBT IT.THERE'S SO MUCH INSECURITIES N UNSURENESS TAT GOES THRU MY EVERY BRAIN CELLS.I DUN KNOW WAT TO BELIEVE OR NOT.
HONESTLY.I SOMETIMES DOUBT THE WORDS U GUYS SAID.I DUN KNOW WHETHER TO BELIEVE IT ANOT.ITS BEGINNING TO BE LIKE THOSE FAIRYTALES TAT WILL ONLY APPEARS IN BOOKS...
DUN EVER SAY TAT ANYONE OF U ALL R NOT IMPORTANT IN TIS POOH FAMILY!!! COS U R!!! IF ANYONE OF US WERE TO BE MISSING,I CAN SAY TAT WE WILL NOT BE WAT WE R TODAY LEH...WHY SAY THINGS LIKE WITHOUT ME,IT DOESNT MAKES ANY DIFFERENCE? TOTALLY INSANE! I'VE REACHED MY LIMIT,HOPEFULLY NONE OF U GOES OVERBOARD IT...
I HAVE TRIED MY EVERY MEANS TO BE THOTFUL.FOR EVERYONE OF U ALL...
THE SENTOSA TRIP TAT I'VE BEEN BUGGING BOUT,IT HAS BEEN POSTPONED AGAIN N AGAIN N YES.I M UPSET N ANGRY BUT I'VE TOLD MYSELF TAT I M IN THE WRONG IF I TINK TAT WAY COS EVERYONE OF U ALL HAVE UR OWN STUFFS TO HANDLE.ITS NOT FAIR IF I TINK TAT WAY...
BUT ITS OK.I M SURE WE WILL GO SOMEDAY...OR NOT,ITS ALSO OK COS I DUN WAN ANYONE OF U TO BE FEELING FORCED OR SOMETHING WHICH IS NOT VERY NICE...
AND HAVE U GUYS EVER THOT OF TIS? M I THE ONE WHO ALWAYS PLANNED WHERE SHOULD WE GO? I DUN KNOW.MAYBE I M TINKING TOO MUCH BUT ONE THING TO SAY,KINDLY SPEAK OUT IF U DISLIKE ANY OF THE OUTINGS TAT I'VE PLANNED...
I M EMOTIONALLY STRESSED NOW...U GUYS EVER NOTICE TAT? WHENEVER I MSG OR CALL U GUYS,I WILL CALLED U GUYS BY ''TIGGER'',''PIGLET'' N ''EEYORE''...BUT WHEN I OBSERVED U GUYS CALLING ONE ANOTHER OR WRITE IN UR BLOG,U GO BY OUR ACTUAL NAME.WELL,THERE S NOTHING WRONG BOUT IT BUT I WILL FEEL MORE CLOSE WHEN U GUYS CALLED ME ''POOH BEAR''...ITS UP 2 U GUYS.
AND TAKE NOTE K?IF THERE COMES A DAY WHEN I START CALLING OR MSGING U GUYS BY UR ACTUAL NAME N NOT UR ''T'' ''P'' ''E'' NICKS,THEN WE CAN CALLED IT A DAY LE BA.COS TATS WHEN POOH FAMILY WILL MOVE INTO HISTORY IN MY MIND FOR GOOD BA...
i m utterly sorrie tat i've been really harsh on tis blog cos i m emotionally unstable.i dun know how to tell u guys face to face but hopefully by writing out.u guys can know wat i really feel ba...wat i've written today r words tat comes from the bottom of my heart...sorrie if i've hurt u guys in any forms of ways.
n yes,i'm being selfish.
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