Is tis wAT I aM?
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
realised tat i've been like tis or rather all tis while tat i m a kinda person tat will eventually tinks out of the box very easily.
i mean tat i always had tis habit of tinking far too much.when it might jus be a small thing,but i will tink n inturn make it complicated...
as wat i've told Pig Pig,if the 4 of us wont be able to meet up for sometime.we will eventually become strangers.actually,i could feel tat abit now.
its like we r 4 logs tied together n floating above the endless sea wit great currents coming our way all tis time.we've had a taste of wat its like n we sort of overcome the ''current'' tat has hit upon us greatly.but now cos of the consistent ''strong current'' tat has hit us,the strings tat bind us together has somehow began to loosen up? n seems like we r drifting away from one another... tats how i felt bout wat we r now...
havent been able to sit down n chat wit some of u for time le.maybe cos when u all r online,i wont be able to be there cos of some probs...
r we drifting away? r we still like before? really miss the days when we would be able to c one another in school everyday,cos tats when we can c one another almost everyday.but now? once a week...i dun blame anyone or anything for tis.i've began to learn how not to be selfish n began to be more considerate...
Pig Pig also said tat i'm a person who dun talk much.in fact,wat she mentioned was rite cos the real me r someone who dun talk much,shy n persimistic.the fact tat i've been a clown all these while infront of u guys,its tat if i dun do tat,dun tink anyone will be trying tat hard to do so ba?
came across one programme tat talks bout people who r bornt to be a ''clown'' n brings laughters to the people around.well,suprisingly,i topped the list.then when i tink back.yeah,its kinda true. being a clown n brings laughters to people r nice but behind all tis laughters,wats really hidden behind tis person?
i've to admit tat i m better at expressing myself thru writing than saying it out ba...
tats it.i am feeling lost again...can ''compass'' still lead me to where i wanna be?
i mean tat i always had tis habit of tinking far too much.when it might jus be a small thing,but i will tink n inturn make it complicated...
as wat i've told Pig Pig,if the 4 of us wont be able to meet up for sometime.we will eventually become strangers.actually,i could feel tat abit now.
its like we r 4 logs tied together n floating above the endless sea wit great currents coming our way all tis time.we've had a taste of wat its like n we sort of overcome the ''current'' tat has hit upon us greatly.but now cos of the consistent ''strong current'' tat has hit us,the strings tat bind us together has somehow began to loosen up? n seems like we r drifting away from one another... tats how i felt bout wat we r now...
havent been able to sit down n chat wit some of u for time le.maybe cos when u all r online,i wont be able to be there cos of some probs...
r we drifting away? r we still like before? really miss the days when we would be able to c one another in school everyday,cos tats when we can c one another almost everyday.but now? once a week...i dun blame anyone or anything for tis.i've began to learn how not to be selfish n began to be more considerate...
Pig Pig also said tat i'm a person who dun talk much.in fact,wat she mentioned was rite cos the real me r someone who dun talk much,shy n persimistic.the fact tat i've been a clown all these while infront of u guys,its tat if i dun do tat,dun tink anyone will be trying tat hard to do so ba?
came across one programme tat talks bout people who r bornt to be a ''clown'' n brings laughters to the people around.well,suprisingly,i topped the list.then when i tink back.yeah,its kinda true. being a clown n brings laughters to people r nice but behind all tis laughters,wats really hidden behind tis person?
i've to admit tat i m better at expressing myself thru writing than saying it out ba...
tats it.i am feeling lost again...can ''compass'' still lead me to where i wanna be?
Labels: PoOh FAMILY
posted by Spidey Bear @ 4:52 PM
3 Comments:
At May 15, 2007 at 9:28 PM ,
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At May 16, 2007 at 1:51 AM ,
Anonymous said...
hey..
we can always call up each other de ma...
Even if we couldn't meet this week or what, we can always meet up the next week...
*Cheers*
Forever Eeyore
At May 17, 2007 at 12:44 AM ,
Anonymous said...
pooh bear...
i like what you said about the log & current story.
All of us might be busy in our personal stuff, but we still can sms right? I will not forget you cuz you accompanied me through my tough times.
You are not a clown but you bring joy to our lives. Its good that you have changed from a quiet guy to a loud guy. More to improve of course but it takes time.
take care!
tigger
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