ItS JuS Me***

someone tat is emo at times. someone tat needs attention all the times. dun like to be in the spotlight but still,wants to be. wants everybody to like me.

ShOuLd i?
Saturday, June 28, 2008 | 4 Comments
i know i m gonna have a hard time to do so but i have no choice but to do so cos...
i know tat there r people who dun like me but there's nothing much tat i can do...
well,all my naggy turns into 'evil' when it comes out from my mouth,so,i m gonna control myself from nagging & bossy towards all these uncalled for people...

i must bear tis in mind...

also feeling very confused & uncomfortable at tis point of time cos i dun know wat & how to do...
why are there moments flashing back again & again?
why cant i just seem to get out of these confused situations?
is it all part of my own wishful tinking or the truth is just rite infront & i m not doing anything bout it?
i m feeling down when i tink of it...
confused,sad & troubled...

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posted by Spidey Bear @ 11:09 PM
 
WAt Is ThaT SUpPOsEd tO MeAn?
Saturday, June 21, 2008 | 0 Comments
as of the title,wats that for?
really dun get u.
r ''they'' trying to be saying something or just plainly my own tinking?
i dun know...

your presence means much to me but the way i act is just simply out of the box...
there's a different kind of feeling when i c u around...

somebody just do something.
posted by Spidey Bear @ 2:13 PM
 
WaT dOeS iT MeAN?
Sunday, June 15, 2008 | 0 Comments
just did a simple tarot reading for myself.
well,the card tat i chose using my own intuition is the card---The Hermit.

and i tink the card already answer my question.

there is someone in the pic wearing a coat,holding a lamp & stick & seems like he/she is waiting for someone or something.

well,i've read thru the various description of wat the card meant & its not optimistic.

well,i do hope tat one of the description will come true & tat is---Patience.

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posted by Spidey Bear @ 2:12 AM
 
WAtS wRoNg?
Saturday, June 14, 2008 | 0 Comments
unsure of myself...
maybe i m too eager to get something tat i wanted & tat is why i get emo quite often...
& i know,my attitude sucks...
haiz...
(p.s. tis has nothing to do with tat person.)

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posted by Spidey Bear @ 1:39 AM
 
A LiTtLe lOsT...
Friday, June 6, 2008 | 1 Comments
felt abit strange today.
felt like been missing out on something.
felt tat my heart is rather empty n things dun seem to interest me today.
maybe its cos of my bro.
tink i m worried bout his well-being,though never failed to make fun & talked trash with him but actually,quite worried for him...

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posted by Spidey Bear @ 11:02 PM
 
Is tIs waT i WAnt?
Thursday, June 5, 2008 | 2 Comments
crossed our paths today but i have refrained my sight from the look of yours...
i dun get it?
have absolutely no idea why i would want to avoid you...
i regreted while on the way back...
its stupid rite?
you must be wondering why too right?
haiz...i felt so troubled n utterly upset...
will there be another chance again?
completely no idea,
but i do wish that someone out there,
please say 'Yes'...

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posted by Spidey Bear @ 8:52 PM
 
ChaNGeD
Sunday, June 1, 2008 | 2 Comments
someone made a comment that i've changed ever since i became LCP.
well,it did made me pissed at the point of time when i heard it but...
is it true?
i dun know.
tink only those around me will know...
well,i know i behaved quite demanding at times but certain things needs to be voice-out & i just cant sit there & kept quiet.

haiz...then there will be people who tried to add words into ur mouth or simply by exagerate...certain small issues can be 'blown' up like an explosion.gosh,get a life,will you?

haiz...i feel i m in a very unfavourable position now.
i should 'put' on my 'shield' once again...

it really doesnt pay to be kind.
i told myself tat i m not gonna care too much stuffs relating to them.
wat they want or choose to do is up to themselves & when fault comes knocking on their doors,i hope Lady Luck will shine on them...

i wanna be 'switch' to the 'watever' mode now...

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posted by Spidey Bear @ 3:26 AM