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ItS JuS Me***someone tat is emo at times. someone tat needs attention all the times. dun like to be in the spotlight but still,wants to be. wants everybody to like me. |
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W.H.Y
guys,why have we turned like tis?
wat exactly happened to PoOH Family? really missed the times... is there anyway tat we can revive it?
posted by Spidey Bear @ 9:44 PM
TiS iS It...
been in a whirl for quite some time now.
finally,i m stepping out of tis ''disaster'' for good,tats wat i really tink bout... it's gonna be over,sooner or later. time has really proven to all things tats destined to happen... maybe also due to human beings themselves... human beings tends to notice only one's bad points and overlooks the points tat r good in them. i am also a human being,and of cos i do too... humans also goes for the freshest and ''in'' stuffs and forget those tat r once ''popular''. well,i do also. so i m moving for something even more ''greater'' than now... we have all gone our ways n its only up to us whether we wan to let our paths cross one another again... i will take it as a very good lesson for me to learn thru. Thank You,i must say. for i guessed,u've somehow make me more stronger,cos not once but twice... heard the saying,''once bitten,twice shy?'' i pressumed i now understood wat it really meant. but thanks for being there before. i'm not being prejudiced... i might seem as being eccentric but maybe its just me being plain unconventional... Labels: Myself
posted by Spidey Bear @ 3:40 PM
So tiS Is WaT I tHoT I m To bE...
always thot tat i m a fabulous person with fantastic characteristic.
but no,actual fact i m not so. tink i got attitude problem which pisses people off ba,but there's something inside me tats craving for attention from others,which i tink so. i wan people to give in to me n tat inturn makes me a selfish person. i wan people to comfort me when i feel down n out,but i m not in any priority to do tat cos i m not somebody great. i wan people to cheer me up when i throw tantrums,but i dun get the ''attention'' n inturn makes people have negative thots bout me. i dun understand why some human beings do get people's attention when they jus give their attitudes n rudeness,n i dun? i dun get it. i know i m not in anyone's ''list'' to be the first one to call when they have something to share. cos wat i've done previously has left some pretty bad impact on them,tats wat i assumed. yes,i do feel left out sometimes cos i have always thot good frens should jus share everything under the sun.but tats me being naive,if i dun share my secrets with others,why would they do so to share their watever wit me then? they might find me inmatured n childish so tats why they feel tat there's no point... i have to really do something to myself. i felt so lost suddenly. i dun wan people to have negative thots bout me but there's really nothing i could to do to revive tat? must i really be a goodie person so everyone will like me? when i m trying to be humourous,people tend to get the wrong idea. when i wan to share something,i feel like telling someone but i jus cant tell it out verbally,so i would turn to writing out or jus keeping it to myself... always thot i m self-independent but m i really so? i dun know though but at the very least,i have learnt to be responsible from my 5 years experience of being a class chairman. i may not be the very best,but i've done wat i should have done... everybody do have their own secrets,i do too. if Fate dun give wat i want,then i jus have to accept the fact. there's a question tats evolving n i m gonna jus answer it now. -no.i dun cling on to it anymore,it may not be now but i need time to forget it for good.i will jus try n try. maybe i really gotta do some soul-searching for good... Labels: Myself
posted by Spidey Bear @ 12:35 AM
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